Cigarette Smoke and Piano Noise

I feel like I should smoke a cigarette after I play on the piano.

It's not music

I don't play a song.

There is no constant rhythm

I don't even know what notes I'm playing.

The song doesn't start and it doesn't end

I just pick it up and let it go.

There are no recording devices

This song is for this moment.

And this moment.

And that last moment.

I cry when I'm done

When I'm doing.

I don't know how to play on the piano.

But I play.